The Heart

Is it just me or is the heart, your heart the most difficult, over powering organ of the body. The crazy thing is Without it's beat, even if it skips one life would not exist. Your heart makes you do some crazy things, love some crazy people, feel things you thought you never could, but at the same time this heart, your heart makes you love in a way you never thought existed, gives you strength to function, and allows you to Feel.

You ever thought why is the heart so powerful and strong; Maybe the heart is so powerful because God lives there. I don't know about most, but I do know he (god) runs my ship. Sometimes I get off course, but he is the main driver and always gets me back to safety.

I guess god just wants to keep his home clean and he knows who should enter and exit; sometimes we don't always agree and he puts people in for different reasons, but if we let the heart work, if we let God work eventually the right things come in and stay in and the wrong things are out. Now, there will be some test, road blocks/barriers, even intruders to try and creep in, just  keep God on duty, have Faith in him, and dont worry he'll take care of the rest.

Your heart is protected by so much not just the outside of your body, but the inside and even around the heart (dig back into those anatomy classes) you'll be Surprised. It's kept protected for a reason so be careful with it. Although the Heart is a Beast there is Beauty inside!

Your Heart takes you through ups and downs, but through it all it's a Beautiful thing and having God be the Keeper gives it one Heck of a Beat! ;o)

Little Things ;o)

I've never been the one who needed the most expensive, flashy items to make me feel happy. Maybe because I did not have that growing up... I guess the saying you can't miss what you never had is true. ;o) with that said I am a firm believer it is the little things that Matter, that carry the most weight, that have the biggest merit.

Think about it: how does it feel after a long day and you are exhausted and you feel you look a mess and someone gives you a double look checking you out... Sure in your mind your initial reaction is I'm not even in the mood, but being polite you smile and take whatever complement they give if they've even  decided to get the courage to approach you. Later on when you get in the privacy of your own that complement is brought back in your mind and puts a smile on your face. Or you're waiting in line at a store and someone allows you to go ahead of them seeing you only have 3-4 items versus their 50. You smile and say thank you, that person could be in just as much of a hurry as you, but that small gesture just made your day.

Those little things we take for granted are the ones we think about unconsciously and those same little, simple things push us to start a great day or end one. For instance: A simple phone call, a greeting card just because, a note (new or old), you reading an old card you stumbled across, or even remembering a moment/memory that happened and you decide to  call that person it involves to discuss it (stating you remember that time) all these little, simple things are the most Amazing! Don't misunderstand me, Yes, big things are important, but how much more would your life be filled if you have more little things than big. The little things can fill up any crack, crease, or crevice.

Big things are Grand, but those little things they just have a way with your Heart! I know they steal mine! ;o) This little caboose will take the little over the big any day!  You can get a little out of more than what you think... God feed how many with 1 loaf bread and fish? Just think about it! ;o)

The Courage to just do it!

We want what we want when we want it. Sounds like a cliche, but it is what it is. Life is truly a gamble but its our choice to set it up for a winning hand. In life you're going to be face with the worst and face with the best; you just have to balance the two. Take the bad with the good and keep rolling and expand those dreams!

With that said, I'm 25 and been through a lot more than most. I have stories that I would love to share becuase I feel they could help someone out somewhere. I just want to heal the world with my words. Finding the right words to say even if they don't seem right feels good because they've helped someone. Even something as a simple encouragement. And I try my best to give each person their own message. It feels good to know your words matter, your stories matter, your time you took to say whatever message you give matters and to me that builds for a good writer.

I am in the process of writing a book and I'm at the point where its so personal and touchy I second guess myself. I've never been so vulnerable and some things people don't know that I've been through, but these stories could help someone. That support can really put someone's mind at ease.

At the end of the day I just want my words to do whatever little dance they are assigned too. Words are meant to create an impression and imprint the heart, mind, and soul and that's what I want my words to do! ;o)

Insecurities

25 and I have my own insecurities (here and there).... that's apart of life, but because of our own secret insecurities we choose ourselves last, we change things when their is nothing wrong, we believe we are the problem, when in all honesty it's not us at all (sometimes)!!!! Insecurities is a hell of a disease. It seems as if it takes so much work to over come some minor insecurity, but so little work to overcome a major one. Crazy!!! However, when it comes to insecurities EVERYONE has them, but the need for them is always associated with a negative outlook. Next time you yourself feel insecure or someone shares an insecurity tell them or tell yourself it's that insecurity that gives you that push when you want to give up, that insecurity that makes you strong, that insecurity that allows you to JUST MAKE IT THROUGH another time like the last, another stepping stone, another moment. That insecurity is god's way to let you know we are all not perfect and that's okay!!! Heck God Made us we just have to work on the image he wants and not what we want! There is always something to work on. A flaw is a cute way to describe an insecurity so don't stamp yourself with that "A" like in the book the Scarlett Letter; just embrace it because there's always room for CHANGE/IMPROVEMENT!!!! Live, Laugh, Love it's JUST LIFE! ;o)